Leave everything to Allah

Whats real is always whats happening behind, whats fake is usually whats happening in front. Action do speaks louder than words. And words spoken always leave longer lasting scar. Its true that we should react of what happened in front, whilst behind our back, Allah is our protector, our best defender if we are maltreated.

Let them judge based on one side of the story as they see fit, and closed their ears from another, even if they know just a part of. After all, those who knows about it all did have a different take upon it.

Allah is the best judge. Let Allah take care of the repayment. Because Allah knows all that had been transpired throughout, spoken, done, of forgiveness asked and of the pain that felt.

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The rosa alba (short story)

Salam. hi all.

After much consideration and some recommendation, I’ve finally decided to post my short story to my blog. Not that I had any intention from posting this short story, but just to express my inner feeling because I did write this wholeheartedly. So, here goes.

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No matter how much I shake this feeling away; it lingers like a fly hovering over its food. It never once seems to leave me alone. I hate this feeling with all my guts, but still parts of me kind of want it. Torn apart by it, I wonder if I can still recover from all this like everyone proclaimed. My life itself was rocked to its core by this feeling. It changes me, it reshaped me. All in a way that I still cannot fully sure either it is good or not. I want something good to come out of all this, but how can I be sure after all the suffering it brought upon me for the last couple of years. Uncertain and unknown. I desperately need an escapade, a time of solitude where I can have my own selves all for me. Where I again stood in the center of my world once again, after all this years been replaced by her.

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Subhanallah

Kalau dicari ketenangan pada tempat manusia mencari kegembiraan, silap haribulan susah hati gundah gulana yang kita perolehi.

Carilah pada yang memiliki hati, yang memberi ujian dan memberi ketenangan.

Subhanallah.

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Cari pencipta pada alam yang tercipta.

Lepas agar ia dapat kembali menghargai

Mungkin kita sedih, sakit susah

Mungkin kita hanya nampak apa yang kita mahu nampak.

Mungkin kita sedar apa yang kita mahu sedar.

Sudikah? Sudikah kita melihat dari sudut pandangnya.

Yang dia lihat, yang dia sedar, yang dia rasa.

Kita semua manusia, maafkanlah dia, dan kita sendiri.

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Semoga Allah jalinkan persahabatan semanis kurma.